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Nov. 5th, 2009 | 07:17 pm

because I need another way for you losers to follow me around and see what could possibly be going on in this little brain of mine - I made a tumblr. Sorta like if LJ and Twitter had an incestuous baby together. so I might be stalking around their sometime. As per usual - I really only joined it so I could watch people and steal pictures - much in the fashion of why I'm here and why I never have any posts on my own lj. But there you have it.



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This is how I waste my life.

Oct. 18th, 2009 | 11:49 am

In response to this ridiculousness I made a shitload of icons, because I'm bored and it's two in the morning.

Enjoy lovlies. Don't borrow w/o asking! Thnks.

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stolen from zippy

Oct. 16th, 2009 | 07:05 pm

and I don't have as many friends so it's not as funny. I'm bored.

[info]xpoproxx's Halloween party:

___discoinferno dressed as the Duke of Perkins.
aidenesque dressed as Jack the Ripper in a time machine, complete with gory knives.
bananahater336 dressed as Carmen Electra riding a cat.
brendanbadkarma dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley, and it suited them all too well.
bri_chan dressed as a pirate.
cainxtheworld dressed as Camilla Parker-Bowles when she becomes Queen.
demon_rayven dressed as Ozzy Osbourne.
fayebirds dressed as Optimus Prime.
frecklez13 dressed as Tom Cruise - tarred and feathered, and it suited them disturbingly well.
ginevracullen dressed as Dolly Parton, though it looked more like the King of Kuwait.
hilsonlover dressed as Guy Fawkes but the exploding barrel of dynamite didn't go down too well.
invadertay107 dressed as a YellowTownCo employee.
kacfrog711 didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
malmal23 dressed as Drew Barrymore.
mystic8888 dressed as a first baseman for the Padres.
nickjonasicons dressed as Tipper Gore.
parallelxworld dressed as the love child of Donald Trump and Vanna White.
rampantfangirl gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Mde. Lachienne Foutue d'Enfer -- you don't wanna know.
sarahtales dressed as a goblin.
xpoproxx dressed as a cigarette.
xxluckycharms dressed as Marie Antoinette going to her death.
zippyz dressed as one of the Eagles's cousin, though it looked more like the Marquis of North Morrisonfield.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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gaggle of gagas

Oct. 14th, 2009 | 11:26 pm

I'd like to be in the middle please. mindless picture post. just fangirling. love to you babies.

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self - portrait

Oct. 6th, 2009 | 11:22 pm
current hide out: dorm
mood: calm calm
music: Girls and Boys in Love - The Rumble Strips

sorry for those of you who are friends with me on facebook or devART - because you've probably already seen this. just a poem for class - this is actually the first draft so i'm rather proud of it. needs some tweaking though. we'll see.



I'm an anti-religious agnostic
slightly confused fake-real-blonde.
Born and raised in South Carolina --
then Pennsylvania -- then Jersey
side swiping cynic with not much to say
half Jewish -- doesn't count on my father's side --
non Jewish, celebrating christmas -- never
went to church instead
slept in on Sundays -- Latvian
blue eyed blonde haired
closet cosplayer
cross dressing fool.
Sweet tempered -- grudge holding
pissed off late driver
"Estah" in the realm of the
yiddish. Country gal -- back woods barefoot raised
city walking hipster wanna be. Straight edge --
envious fraud of unpublished proportions
proud nerd and provayer of
snacks to hungry bennies --
registered democrat spewing
liberal bullshit
dare I say
undecided?
Conspiracy theorist, flag burner
raised by hippies -- middle class
educators. Dean of arts and sciences --
hole digging anthropologists
grew up with arrowheads
at eye level.
Cross the big blue once
the northern border twice
reality -- quite often.
Proudly addicted to caffeine
first cup at eight --
started young.
Plaid clad computer savvy teen
pride follower jive turkey
Bad habits: knuckle cracker
nail biting self demeaning
chick -- not dick
diner hopping -- Inkwell junkie
barely-there-clothes wearing
prude.

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my plan has been foiled.

Sep. 29th, 2009 | 01:32 pm
mood: pissed off pissed off

So, normally I just post irrelevant shit here but I have always kept the idea of ranting about people that have annoy me and bad days on reserve, I mean this IS livejournal of course I have. But it was brought to my attention today over breakfast with some friends that one of our friends isn't so nice. On her facebook she has a link to to her lj and in that lj she has been writing about how much she hates all of us. Now apparently she goes through stages where when she makes friends she starts off hating them then likes them and then they are friends - that's how it ALWAYS works.

I'm not even gonna get into what she wrote - I'll let you do that yourself. here for the really shitty one read the entry from the 26th. Anyway, she's a bitch and I guess I'm glad I found that out now as apposed to later but regardless it doesn't matter. What REALLY matters is now if I want to rant about people I can't because I'd be just like her. Whatever she's a bitch and I won't be writing practically EVERY day about how much I hate my roommate even though I really really want to  I'm going to refrain and leave you with this. 

She's been playing an out of tun guitar for the past three days and is trying to teach herself chords.... I'm gonna go deaf because I'm blasting my headphones so loud so I don't hear her. 

oh and one of the sweetest people in the world and the funniest is Gina, she's the bitches roommate and she is written about the most. If your curious about learning more. 

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listening to "Handsome Boy Modeling School - I've Been Thinking (feat. Cat Power)" on Blip

Sep. 25th, 2009 | 01:20 pm
music: Boy Modeling School - I've Been Thinking (feat.

literally haven't stopped listening to this for the past two day: can I be please?

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september 23, 2009

Sep. 24th, 2009 | 12:27 am

am currently sitting in lounge
the screen has been projecting Pan's Labyrinth for nearly an hour now and it's coming to a close. one out of the four people in the room (counting me) only one of them hasn't seen it. she is constantly asking question about what's happening. and has been making assumptions that are always wrong. she is my roommate.

the Jamaican student that is to the left of me is quite funny. he's lean and tall - and wearing my roommates jacket he looks ridiculous. it's too short for his long limbs and ends just at his waist. his name is wade.

the boy to the right of me has been glancing at my computer screen the entire time i've been sitting here. i hate when people look over my shoulder. especially when i am writing. i've meet him a bunch of times. i don't like him one bit. he frustrates me. and is irritating. his comedic timing is always off and he speaks over people to be heard.

everyone left to get: popcorn, water, sweatshirts, dignity, bathrooms

i'm alone in the lounge. it's nice.

the rain that had been threatening to fall all day today has finally spilled upon the ground with the accompaniment of roaring thunder.

we're supposed to write things for poetry class and mirror poet's style. i like jack kerouac. his sketches were really cool and i find them easy to write because it just kinda flows.

this is something i wrote

it's lame

september 12, 2009

slight pinkish blobs tinted yellow pink sick—
smells wretched like an old diaper
a pile of putrid stench that completely consumes you
staying in your mind for days
years
slick shinning
clumps in piles
bubbles of solid splat
eyes linger because of the color
wanders what composite this—
glorious pile of wretch.
mashed by the black river beneath
cars whiz past
a highway to hell
a red ball tinted into the fence
black coal.
side glance—
man sneezes in his car
braces look up and mumble into the phone
side glance—
side building
next year’s residence
rusted tin a gas pipe.
trash—light clangs
red—green—blue
new side don’t get hit
off to work school
familiar cobble home.

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college smollege.

Aug. 28th, 2009 | 02:53 pm

 moved in - in less then ten minutes because the boys soccer team carried everything up for me, wasn't that nice. i finally got a chance to sit down at my desk and set up everything on the interweb - because they've be barraging us with icebreaker games I haven't been able to become a recluse just yet. IMPORTANT NEWS: though my room is a triple, I only have one roommate (who just put a star wars poster up SCORE!) so that's pretty awesome I guess, we have lots of extra space. I set everything up and even though I was worried that I may have OVER packed, I actually under packed, if that's even a real thing. 

Besides the initial jitters of being in a new place, everything seems to be going rather well. Everything is going to be strange at first, but I'm sure once I start classes and such I'll be more comfortable. And can I tell you AGAIN how excited I am to finally get rid of my parents, well to be away from them for awhile. I'm sure in a few weeks I'll be crying like a baby and posting emo journals about how much I miss everyone! 

WHICH I DO! 

but for now, I'm just gonna sit here and try to find a synopsis for my summer reading book. tootles. 
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August 22, 2009

Aug. 22nd, 2009 | 10:25 pm

If you haven't been watching True Blood yet, these two just might convince you...

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viking vampires are my favorite kind of vampires.

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Quiz Thing/Meme/Whatever

Aug. 2nd, 2009 | 12:18 pm

(Stolen from Brendan)

on the outside
Name: Sopppphie
Birthday: 12/2/1990
School: Arcadia
Minor: Writing
Major: Psychology
Current Location: New Jersey
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Blonde
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Sagitarius

on the inside
Your Heritage: Latvian/Jewish
Weakness: Yummy things (like boys) dipped in chocolate
Goals: Stop procrastinating so much and figure out my life a little. 
Regrets: Not doing what I should've to begin with. 
Change one thing about your life: Having some kind of a relationship would be nice. 
Relieve Stress: Music, writing, painting, cutting my hair. 
Hardest thing ever dealt with: My family. 
Things that upset you: People who don't consider other feelings. 

yesterday, today, tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Do I need to go to work today? There's a boy in my basement.
Your bedtime: When my eyes stop staying open. 
Your most missed memory: Anytime I'm with friends. 

your picking
Pepsi or Coke: erm... Diet Coke?
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds have better food, but Burger King has veggie burgers
Single or Group dates: Single
Lipton Tea or Nestea?: Neither plz
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Or Strawberry.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee. 

do you?
Do drugs? Nope
Have a crush: Nothing realistic. 
Think you've been in love: Erm... no?
Want to get married: Yes, RIGHT NOW! -- maybe?
Believe in yourself: On occasion. 
Think you're a health freak: *eatsdoughnut* wha?

in the last month
Drank alcohol: No
Gone to the mall: Yes
Eaten Sushi: No *sadface*
Gone skating: No
Dyed your hair: Get back to me in a few hours
Done something exciting: Fought the ocean. 

have you ever?
Played a stripping game: Er--No.
Gotten beaten up: Does sibling rivalry count? No, not really. 
Changed who you were to fit in: A bit.
Hid something from someone: Always.

getting old
Age you're hoping to be married: 30
Age to start having children: Hamlet, my biological clock is ticking and I want babies NOW!
Want to travel to: Europe, Australia, Africa

perfect mate
Best Eye Color: Crystal Blue or Honey sweet brown
Best Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: Short

what were you doing?
1 minute ago: Breathing
1 hour ago: Watching TV
1 week ago: Working
1 year ago: Enjoying summer and getting ready for last year of High School

finish the sentence
I LOVE: You!
I FEEL: Hot and tired
I HATE: Betches
I MISS: Otakon (or the people there)
I NEED: To be cooler than I am. 

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MUDA FUGER

Jul. 31st, 2009 | 01:42 am

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Am currently...

Jul. 28th, 2009 | 12:26 pm

 sitting in my bed, procrastinating doing anything that could be considered productive. i chopped off my hair after otacon, because i won't be needing to be anyone until next summer, thank god. it was getting way to long and annoying, so is now fauxhawk, and is now tolerable. 

as for anything else interesting there is none of that silliness. am currently wasting my last days before college doing the same stuff I always have, hanging with friends, late night at inks, and just being biddiots. I really wanna do something huge, like just one big day (because driving to ota alone and not have parents all weekend wasn't cool enough.) (wow... I'm a loser, a really young loser)

sudden thought: trip to NYC? anyone want to join? I'd really like to see some peeps that I only get to see at cons, as well as just hang with friends. Not neccasarily china town, I kinda wanna go shopping for real clothes. Just a proposal. 

maybe will try to organize clothes and closet and cosplays somehow. most likely won't happen. 

will be stalking around fb and lj all day if you wanna hit me up. 


oh btw, I'm going to Arcadia University - So I'll be around Philly next year. 

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*cough*

Jul. 25th, 2009 | 02:22 am

this took way much more time than it should have. 


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d'Otakon

Jul. 20th, 2009 | 06:18 pm
mood: exhausted exhausted
music: LA ROUX

THURSDAY: Drove down to dat biddie bwendan's house (all by ourselves! aren't we adults?!) and slept on the couch. Finished up some last minute cosplay shit, and scribbled in a moleskin.

FRIDAY: We meant to get up at seven and leave at eight but we got up at ten and left at eleven, so didn't really get to Baltimore until four but didn't leave the hotel until five. Ran around like the annoying jerks we are, then went back to the hotel changed into Gurren Lagann and Kirt and I ran around like that, got all registered and shite. We went to a photoshoot but all the Gurren fags were annoying as hell, so we just photo bombed in the background. After some of dat, I changed into normal clothes and then we sat in the fountain lobby with some more bitties (aka Aiden, Froggy, Frecklez, Zippy etc.)

SATURDAY: We got up early as hell, around eight and got some breakfast, then Cilloran and I feel asleep while Brendan and Kirt changed. An hour later we woke up and I changed into Demyx. I wandered around the con with my little ginger all morning and most of the afternoon went to a photoshoot, then went back to the room and got into casual Demyx, and we wandered around the dealers room with Amberly and Cilloran where I got some ear cuffs and a wallet that is so cute it makes me want to vomit. I got back into Demyx and chilled in the fountain room for awhile, and saw amanda and almost puked because she was so cute. Then an epic fight/rave/gaydance/battle broke out and we watched that for awhile. Then I went back to the hotel to change into comfy clothes and we hung out with Brendan and Kirt and everyone else a little bit more then went to bed early (by that I mean like three.) and we actually got the bed that time! Best night ever!

SUNDAY: Missed breakfast. Got dressed in casual Yoko and boogied over the convention center to meet up with da bitties get some cake--one of Kirt's friends had a birfday party. Then we walked back to the dealers room with Zip and Frecks, and Nicole and wandered around whilst complaining about our heels. Then went to go get some lunches, I didn't feel so well so I went to the hotel for a little to lay down. Brendan and Kirt came back and then got in der swim suits and we went to da bittes hotel to go swimming. I still felt a little sick, so I just sat on the side and watched madness ensue, including: foam beards, annoying girls, GAY, and a creepy guy in the corner. We wandered back to the room and then went to bed, after an hour long journey for food we got some subway. Picked up some ice cream and Cali and packed up the room a little and chilled. Oh, and the toilet exploded.

MONDAY: We got up around ten for breakfast, then packed up all of our shit, put it in the car, checked out and went back to the bittes hotel to say goodbye to everyone. I felt kinda bad because most of them were still in bed, haha, but it was cute. So after about an hour of ridiculousness we finally left, making a quick pit stop for food on the way down. Dropped off Brendan, through a soda bottle in his front yard and then went back home.

Now I'm just sitting in my bed, relaxing and trying to remember all the funny shit that was said over the weekend, to write it down.  Leaving on Monday was definitely the best idea that we've ever had, along with getting our own hotel room and driving down on our own. It just made everything easier, less stressful and so much more fun. 

AND--watching everyone run around like idiots made me want to do some more cosplays, so perhaps for next year I'm thinking about: 

LT. SERGE (lol)
LATVIA from Hitalia

or

something from FFVIII or Loveless. We shall see won't we. 



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garbage.

Jun. 20th, 2009 | 01:21 pm
mood: pensive pensive

my entire room is a heaping mess of clothes, papers and old things that for the life of me I could never get rid of because of some sadistic sentimental value. it's raining outside, and the sound is soothing enough to keep me from ripping all the hair off my head and tearing my skin off. i feel like i'm trapped in a cage and i can't escape. i can leave, conjical visits but when it's all over and done with, i'm still stuck in the same cell with the same walls.

i will take this oppurtinity to clean up my life (my room) and try to do some zen yoga on my back porch. i've been listening to the same CD for three days straight. my life is constantly being consumed by one obsession or another. dominated by one thing, never enough room for multiple things i don't think that my brain can handle the pressure of know absolutely EVERYTHING about more than one topic. i've misspelled most of this post, but after four years of high school i didn't need to know that.

it's time to start something new. who wants to go to ikea with me? because i honestly can't do this anymore. i want:

bookshelves
chalkboard paint
teal paint
picture frames
a garbage bin large enough for everything that i loath
a boy toy to call my own
a stable day where my emotions don't get the best of me
a normal life
something to actually feel right in my life
to stop pitying myself
something to do instead of vicariously living through fiction
a new pair of shoes
magic
to leave this god forsaken place already
to be able to make some kind of decision in my life
to fly away to neverland


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True Blood

Jun. 9th, 2009 | 11:13 pm
mood: excited excited

Bob Dylan + Vampires + Louisiana Swamps = Awesome enough to post on my lj. So the new season of TRUE BLOOD started, but I just finally saw the season finale of the first. I am so pumped for the new season. GAH! But, con this weekend means I'm missing ANOTHER episode. Oh well, I will make them all up next week ON DEMAND. 

(is it me or was there a lot capitalized in the paragraph?)

Enjoy...




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(clinic duty)

Jun. 2nd, 2009 | 03:45 pm

I've postulated the captionated scenes from my life and deduced to reduce the lack of fact. And a lack of words, because slacking is hacking into my time and there is no time to talk about what happened. Another time my friends, for now my favorite commie.




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Thank You.

May. 30th, 2009 | 11:14 pm

fail owned pwned pictures
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Bored Now.

May. 26th, 2009 | 11:10 pm
mood: giddy giddy

I've never wanted to be an inanimate object in my life more than this.




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